heyyy. been a long while. let's see. well yup. that's about it. HA.

this weekend i'm going to maryland to see my brother. hope everything's going well where he's at. i'm always nervous seeing him, probably because of the situation.

 SCHOOL... . schooL?! i don't want to.  i seriously have to do work again, especially for art. i didn't even finish the first one and i started that at the beginning of august.  i want to at least draw 10-15 works before school officially starts again, even if it is halfway decent, just so that it's said that i did something. i'm trying to lead a stress-free year this time cause i remember i was complaining a lot, and doing most of my work at the last minute, and it was pretty obvious too. eek! there was a lot of pressure on me last year too, for some strange reason. hopefully it's different?  most likely not.  everything else, i'm sure, is fine.

so summer is almost dead, i still have a bf.  i'm braindead in drawing right now.  still reading though, read 21 books all year since last summer.  wow i'm a dork. i've made new friends.  hung out with the same old people enough times to know that i've hung out with them too much. haha.

so i'm gone again.

cyA*

shieeeT. i've been getting stalked. ew.  boys are stupid. i really don't know how to make it any more obvious to the stupid guy to leave me alone. fucker.  i'm seriously never giving my number out anymore. unless you're too cute and i'm too interested.  then it's on. haha

c-note's party: sorry i couldn't go, next time na lang okayyy?  sorry po. 

i went to the city again. even though i've been broke for a long minute, i'm still buying clothes.  i look cute, i have to, it doesn't make sense if i don't. maybe i should go back to making my own clothes again. it was fun.

so. i love you.  bai*

fuckin shit. i "prefer" not to go out.  wtf??

ahhh.! actually, my mommy dearest thinks it's best that i chiLL and re-evaluate my priorities for a while.

shit.! no wait. who wants to come over my house?  haha. but it doesn't matter, i'm going to c-note's party this friday. i'll just go home early. remember:early.

anyway. me and baby boy jay have been doing good. settling down is actually good for  me. who woulda known. the last person that i was a wife to messed me up. bitch. so this one is good for me. riiight?    it's gonna work. it's gonna work. i just have to give in more than get greedy. even though i'm a naturally selfish wifey.

blah blah blah. my day was okay. ignored the bad, remembered the good.

current money status: bum broke.

current love status: =>=>

p.s.: for anyone who has my shit. (i.e. clothes, cd's, books etc. give it back? thanxxx

byeee.!

"ever notice that 'what the hell' is always the right decision?"

-Marilyn Monroe.